I'm tired....

- of mailing personal documents from my office computer to my email because i think any moment now I'm going to be fired
- of suspecting every conversation Asshole Boss and Other Employee are having is about me - derogatory
- of my boss constantly warning Other Employee about what a bitch I am
- of always feeling like nasty comments and thoughts are being directed at me
- of not being able to hold a conversation with someone without wondering if i was doing the right thing by trusting them and would they twist the words and report it back to Asshole Boss
-of automatically hating and judging every person in the office who shares a friendly word with Asshole Boss
- of feeling my whole body tense in fear every time i hear Asshole Boss's voice
- of competing with Other Employee on how late we can sit each evening
- of being told year after year I've not been promoted
- of being told, on asking, that he 'wasn't aware i wanted a promotion and if i wanted one i should have said so earlier kyun ki is company mein maange bina kucch nahin milta hai" - pardon me for assuming that if you did your work well then recognition of it would follow without my having to fight for it
- of having bitchy colleagues come to me with gossip on how i was being trash talked about by my boss and inciting me to reacting just so they could go back and tell him what i said, making things worse
- of speaking to Other Employee about my work/clients and asking him to relay the message to me - even though I'm sitting right there while they have this conversation
- of being treated like the fungus on last year's food
- of being the one others are warned against because I'm a 'negative influence'


....so i quit. This time for good.